I am writing this today, as a collection of trillions of cells. A trillion autonomous, intelligent little machines — more than half of which are not even human, but other microbial organisms.
Trillions of intelligent little machines work together, to keep me alive, so that I can keep them alive.
Trillions of intelligent little machines work together, yet somehow, through their interactions, I emerge. Me. One me. At least to me, it feels like I am a single unitary entity. A single unitary entity with clear boundaries, that I call my skin. But I know, intellectually, I realize, I am in fact a network. I am a network of cells and organisms within this boundary that I call my skin.
But I am more than that. I am not just the network of the cells within my body. I am also the network of atoms that I exchange with my environment, with other living and non-living things. The atoms that I eat and drink; the atoms that I inhale and exhale. The atoms, that I borrow from my environment, that constitute my body. The atoms, forged in the dying hearts of stars exploding into supernova, billions of years ago, billions of light years away, spewed across galaxies to come together — for a very brief moment in time — to momentarily form me, and you.
But I am still more than that. I am also sub-atomic vibrations. I am localized oscillations in infinite cosmic quantum fields permeating all of space-time. Yet, somehow, I am conscious, I feel and I experience my existence, and I am aware of my experience of my existence. How is it that localized waves in infinite cosmic fields are somehow aware of itself as a ‘thing’, a ‘thing’ that can ‘think’, and experience pain, joy, sorrow, excitement, pleasure and so much more?
And I am still more than that. I am also my thoughts, my beliefs, my values. I am also the network of every book I’ve read, every film I’ve seen, every song I’ve listened to, every conversation I’ve had, every thought I’ve thought, every interaction I’ve had with any person or being, human or non-human, living or not.
And in turn, every being that I’ve ever interacted with, is also a network of every being they’ve ever interacted with.
All intelligence is distributed.
I am not apart from the universe, I am not even in the universe. I am part of the universe. The universe is in me. Just as ‘waves’ are something that the ocean does, I am something that the universe does.
We are all connected, to the universe, physically, through our atoms; to the planet, biologically; and to each other, spiritually, mentally, emotionally; through our words, thoughts and experiences.
We know intellectually that we are all connected, that we are all one. But how can we feel this, how can we embody this knowledge?